8:35 PM i dont know what's makin me feel so sad now..
disappointment from life.. disappointment from friends...

i seriously think i'm havin loads of problems with my friends at the moment.. is it my fault? maybe.. but, life's really disappointin me alot.. it even makes me wonder what's the purpose of livin this life..

friends - that's all i can think of that's makin me so distressed. this year just sucks.. sucks so much that now, i dread goin to school... i dont know why.. i feel like talkin to john.. since he's the only one who really understands me..*as far as i know* but.. how should i start? oh... nevermind

people that i treated as my best friends are all hurtin me... seriously, i dont even think i have any good friends now.. this feeling sucks!

i feel real lousy... real terrible... real disappointed..

no matter what... i do NOT wish to talk bout these stuff anymore... dont try askin me.. or talkin to me bout it.. cos, i dont wish to hear nor talk about it...