10:10 PM yea yea.. just came back from church.. kewl stuff.. i think today's praise and worship rawked/..or prolly cos its been a couple of weeks since i REALLY praised GOD..hmm.. later shall share about what pst Kong said which was really impactful..

anyways, we celebrated yiwen's birthday today.. ahah.. i made the card.. which i think was kinda plain.. laha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIWEN!!!

anyways, thanks JOHN who REALLY REALLY brightened up my day.. with all those funny entics and all.. heehehe.. i still think you rawk! ahaha.. you never fail to put a smile on my face.. :)

ok.. today went to band as well.. no idea why, but i was REALLY tired today.. WHY ??! WHY!??! WHY?!?! ya.. it was the last practice till after exams.. was i happy?? was i sad?? i dont know.. kinda mixed feelin.. since band is really takin ALOT of my time.. and now that there's no more band stuff.. i can prolly study more??! hmm.. whatever.. after band, yanhong, ting, elaine and blah blah blah wanted to go to parkway.. which i was kinda dreadin cos the church shuttle bus doesnt go there.. and i need to go to bedok to get the bus.. but THEY INSIST.. oh well.. then, i went home..
was feelin kinda dejected.. cos, no one was listenin to me.. they were tooooo engrossed in their conversation.. and i've therefore come to a conclusion that im indeed INSIGNIFICANT... hmm.. i cant believe im elaboratin so much on this.. wahaha...

anyways, i just realized somethin.. MY FACE IS HUMONGOUS! HUGE! ENORMOUS! GIGANTIC! BIG! oh, maybe you realized it a LOOOONG time ago.. but seriously, i just realized it.. oh man.. how can i make it(my face la!) smaller?!??!?! argh...

ok.. now for the sharin.. hope it'll impact you in some way or another...

firstly, you need to know your purpose in life.. not just what you want to achieve but what GOD wants you to do...
dont let other people belittle you.. cos our value is decided by GOD long ago.. and NO ONE can lower your value in GOD's eyes...
Rom 8:31 If GOD is for us, who can be against us?
Success and accomplishments without an understanding of purpose is meaningles. It will only lead to disillusionment and emptiness. No amount of wealth, fame and status can give you the fulfillment you want. It doesnt matter what you do, if you dont understand why you're doin something, you're wastin your time!

ok....that's all for the preachin session for today.. hmmm.....tomorrow's got cell grp meetin and will probably be a tirin day as well.. need to sleep soon.. zzzzzzz ... if not i'll turn into a panda once again.. goshies.. big-faced panda ... NOT WAY!