9:48 PM think life is really kinda wierd sometimes.. got a friend who just got into an accident and cant remember much about our primary school.. ya.. think that's pretty sad, aint it??! ya.. hope he gets well soon...

bleh.. today had band and was like rushin from class.. and i think i'll get 2 demerit points.. for not bringing geog wb and not handin up eng compre.. crap. cant believe it, teachers are usin demerit points to threaten students to hand up assignments.. freak.. so, ya.. hope they'll let me off? yea owell...

then band was pretty ok.. i was kinda moody today.. no idea why.. seems that i keep seein the bad points in all my friends and not the good points.. yuck.. i suck... and i just keep havin this feelin that all my close friends aint so close to me anymore..it hurts to see people who used to be close to me, suddenly seem so drifted away... and i feel really empty inside.. i prayed till i cried last night and i was really disappointed in things happening around.. i feel like takin a break.. feel like bein alone once in a while.. i think im just like that. i cant wait to get out of this friggin situation im in now.. argh

tomorrow's national day celebration.. band's playin a couple of songs .. hope it'll turn out good .. think it'll be pretty fun tomorrow/.. so ya...

no longer in the mood to blog ... so, that's all...

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