2:07 AM well, was reading jiaxin's blog and something she said really impressed me.
" you know wut i really really have goals in life. ... and guess wut? they're gonna become real. cos i'll make it real. "
wow. what great ambitions.
you know this thing about goals and dreams, everytime when someone asks "what is your goal in life? " , it seemed like the one who lists the most wins. but truth of matter is ,who actly gets down to fulfilling it.?

stunning architecture, impressive interiors, innovatory ideas.
well, thats kind of my dream. a dream is just that. a vision or fragment of the future.
contrary to what you may think, im actly starting to feel insecure about the future. it didnt feel so easily attainable as it used to look like. rmb when we were young we used to have big dreams like being a mega popstar or the nextbritneyspears,. it never occured that this dream was probably farfetched or whatsoever. but as we grow older, reality creeps and brainwash us into thinking that dreams are just dreams. thats when many starts guffawing at the thought of even merely living for a dream. how uncanny, when we were that very same kid 10 years ago, dreaming hugee dreams that we'll possibly be laughing at now.
you know what, it takes tremendous faith to believe that my dream will someday become a reality.it'll take a great leap into the hands of destiny if i really decide on going to that course.but then again, what is faith without risk? and what are dreams without having the faith to believe that they'll not remain what they are?