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goodbye TDS.

im out of my current interior architecture and design course.

well, sounds like a shocker to alot of people, but well i seriously do hope my friends can understand . i know alot of them were like saying that im giving up cos its too tough, cos im halfhearted,orwhatever it is. but well, i did think through about it and it wasnt a 3yearold i-want-a-new-toy kind of decision okay.

i wanted to find the correct words to answer all the "how come?" questions but i realize somehow i dont really know how to describe it. you know its one of those times that i'll think to myself , im happy now, will i be happy after i graduate, am i really gonna be satisfied and happy doing this for the rest of my life ? kinda times. and i realize that as much as i had always wanted to be an interiordesigner /architectect since i was dontknowhow old, whats sustaining me was the -my dad's an architect, so i should be talented too -kinda thought. yes i seriously thought that way.

well, my dad was kinda glad i made this decision. i woke up one monring and decide to tell dad. and with my messy hair, i went over to his room and told him pa. i want to change course.

i thought he was gonna be abit unhappy whatesoever, but he just said, great, see i told you that you should change.

support, that was what i needed at that time. thank God my dad understands

6 months was a long time but definitely not a waste of time . i learnt alot, whether from the lecturers or from my classmates. lina shld know what im talking about .heh.

and i thank God for the courage to make that decision. it wasnt an easy one with all the detractors saying that i'll regret my decision, after a year im gona want to change course again, etc. but i did it anyway, and im glad i did.

its time for a change for me, and to all you who needs a change, go on, embrace that change, surprise yourself :)